birthday

train

catching up with

elusive want

the opposite

a place to be out of sight

the 4th of july

blood and sand

a shock of sorts

all of us

six years

on your side

a guide to living free

LPSC

put gently

remember this

fair oaks street

a sign

expectation

on a bed in panama

two days of mud

trajectories

the disappearer

inquiry

touching down

at night

colma

the weight

en trafico

storm

llegue la lluvia

within reach (df)

short of breath

pre-emptive for hemingway

enza

puerto arista

good ideas for tshirts

thermal baths

13, 14

the nest

trebleclefs

don't have a bowling ball

carrier pidgeon

anniversary

fincastle

at night

in passing

on the brooklyn bridge

living alone

new year

i have him to thank

moth cases

unable to smell

when it is october

train

24 more hours,
on the C train downtown
absorbing everything
like old times
blackness absorbs it all
finding spring in darkest days
finding the halal guys from queens,
street-snacking, not sweating it,
just like the olden days
knowing i'll find william later-
show up with a handle
of jack and sit with my one black
friend in this town, hit up
the old hood
find some neighbors
make a surprise, ring a doorbell
maybe find some cheap food,
maybe just whiskey with william.
and a walk into the slope to crash.
tomorrow more absorption
soaking of gazes with oil-stained glasses
and panels
slipping down plastic bench still
and black and white
and red against green smiles

6-->E
picking up dropped gloves
hanging up dropped phones
singing glory glory
not as if i could run.